♥ Complicated

It's 3:32a.m right now and I am still awake :(
what's wrong with me ?? @@
I should be very happy just now right ?
But then NO... NOT AT ALL !! It's just so complicated..
I can't describe my feeling.
Just like keep asking question to myself without answer.
Sigh !! I wish to scream out now. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ~
It's IMPOSSIBLE !!! IMPOSSIBLE !!! IMPOSSIBLE OK ???
Or I should remind myself that NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE ?


Beside that, I don't know what should I do in future ?
I really don't know what I want.
I know that my parents put hope on me.
I do not want them to disappoint.
Through conversation with friends, my mind changed !
I want to continue study 1st. As anyone know, EDUCATION is always important.
Sure I will try to achieve my AMBITION after get my diploma certificate.
I know that I can't really handle a job as flight attendant now.
It is not easy as you guys think.
I believe that God have great plan for me. he will do the rest. Amen!



I feel that I'm fortunate to have you guys...
I really appreciate it (: lovessssss♥♥♥